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[Tuesday
11/08/05 at 6:05pm]
It's time to start over.
porcelainheart4 and I are breaking up.
I may post in it occasionally. But..not very often.
Annyways... add the new one.

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I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I know I can love you. I know that I can. [Monday
11/07/05 at 9:09pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I had a decent weekend.
Saturday I went to a party with mah Soulmate. :] I took pictures!! Yayness.
Annnd on Sunday Soulmate and I went to watch Don't Hug Me. Everyone did a great job! :] [Especially Brittany and the buttons. :P]

Hmm... I hope I get to see Tim this weekend.
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So..uhhmm..yea. I've been waiting for over 2 months. Something seriously has to happen soon. I can't wait forever. But, I'm trying.

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[Sunday
11/06/05 at 12:02am]
~><~Basics~><~
Name~ Candace
Age~ 15
Gender~ Female
Eye Color~ Greenish Blue
Hair Color~Blonde
Height~ 5'8"
Location~ Harrogate
~><~Favs~><~
Food~ POPCORN!!!!!!!!!
beverage~ Flavored water.
alcoholic beverage~~ Wine is always nice. Buuut..I dont have a favorite.
place to be~ Anywhere with my lovely friends.
day of the year~ Halloween and Christmas.
season~ Fall
weather~ Dark and cloudy. When it looks like it's going to rain..but doesnt.

~><~Your Crush~><~
name~ TIM
age~ 18
eye color~ Brown [that's the hardest question in the world for me! i rarely notice people's eyes]
hair color~ Blonde and Brown
why do u like him/her~ Hmm..so many reasons. Tim is adorable..and sweet...and he has a wonderful personality. E>
do they know~ Yes. I think it's pretty obvious.
if so, how did they find out~ I ONLY TELL HIM LIKE EVERYDAY!!!
do they like u~ I think. I guess. I'm not really sure. Buuut I hope so.

~><~have u ever~><~
had sex~ ...Yea.
loved someone wit all ur heart~I thought so. Maybe I did. I dont know anymore.
had your heart broken~ ONLY elevendy-billion times.
cried over someone~ All the time.
missed someone so much it made u cry~ Yet again..all the time. I misses my grandfather to pieces.
wanted someone you couldnt have~ Of course.
done drugs~ No
drank alcohol~ HAHA...of course.
gotten a tattoo~ Not yet.
gotten a piercing~ Yes.
been arrested~ Noppers.
been lied to~ Too many times.
believed someone when they told u, u were pretty/hott/beautiful/etc~Yes. I reeally don't think I am though. But it is nice when people tell me so.

~><~First color that comes to mind~><~
grass~ Green
love~ Pink
passion~ Red
romance~ Deep red.
happiness~ Yellow.
depression~ Dark blue.
hatred~ Black.
flower~ Yellow. :]
sky~ Grey.
cloud~ Grey-ish white.
pepsi~ Silver and blue.
coke~ Red.

Wow.. the last part was just a waste of my life. How wonderful.
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To be saved by chaos. [Friday
11/04/05 at 11:55pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Today has been such a mix of emotions.
Whitney and I went out to eat. It made me happy. I've missed her so much.
But, I think everything is going to get better when the play is over. :]
Then I went to the mall with my sick little Soulmate. Poor thing. I hope you feel better dearest! Woot...Jack came. I hadn't seen him in.. quite a while. So it made me happy. Annnd of course we saw Georgianna and Andy. I love them so much. :]

OOOOH!!! I finished Invisible Monsters today!!!! :] I LOVE LOVE LOVE that book!!!!!

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If I can't be beautiful, I want to be invisible. [Thursday
11/03/05 at 8:38pm]
Today has been decent. I suppose.
I miss Tim.
That's nothing new.
I'm pathetic.
Wow..I suck.

Soulmate finally has the pictures from the party.
I'm excited...or something.
Yay.

ADAM LEE BOGGS..I love you!!!!!!!! Annnd I miss you terribly.

I'm REALLY REALLY close to finishing Invisible Monsters . That kind of makes me sad. I've tried to take as much time as possible reading it. :[

Muffin is a man-whore.

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I didn't choose this role. But, I'll play it and make it sincere so you cry. [Wednesday
11/02/05 at 5:51pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

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Well, today is Day Of The Dead.
In Spanish 3 we went to a cemetery. There, we had a picnic with Bread Of The Dead among other things. I kind of thought Jared was going to kill himself at one point. Whitney stepped on like elevendy-billion graves that looked alittle sunken in. 'Twas quite funny, actually. I shall post a few pictures later.

It was possibly the most fun I've had in a cemetery. *remembers..err..something* Hmm...wait.. I take that back. ;] I'm horrible. I REALLY am. Oh well.

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I'm exactly where you like me, you know? Praying for love and paying in naivety. [Tuesday
11/01/05 at 8:57pm]
[ mood | calm ]

[music| Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off- Panic! At The Disco]


Just for the record,
the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

It's time for us to take a chance.

Panic! At The Disco owns me. Obviously.
E>

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[Tuesday
11/01/05 at 8:07pm]
Oooh yes. I am in love with my layout. Finally.
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I'm not bleeding on the ball-room floor just for the attention..'cause that's just ridiculous. [Monday
10/31/05 at 7:37pm]
[mood| Image hosted by TinyPic.com Content]

Happy Halloween you people!

Well.. I am happy I suppose. I HAVE PICTURES FROM THE PARTY.
I didn't really take that many. Soulmate has most of the pictures.
Oh well. :P

a better love deserving of exchanging body heat in the passenger's seat?Collapse )
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[Sunday
10/30/05 at 10:21pm]
At this time last night I was with Tim. ♥

This is meaningless to everyone but me.
Oh well.
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[Sunday
10/30/05 at 9:55am]
[mood| Image hosted by TinyPic.com Giddy/Hopeful]

The party was quite lovely.
I shall post pictures at a later time.
I didn't really expect that many people to come:
Ariana
Tim ♥ XD
Jordy
Tiffany
Trent
Asante
Amber
Rebekah
Georgianna
Vonda
Andy
and Miss. Whitney.

Ariana and I were lesbians when we played the Newlywed Game. We cheated alittle.
Soulmates are Neverdyingcamwhoringdimestealingprecognitivecoin-operatedfloatingsheep Love.
Oh yes. No one understands that.
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[Wednesday
10/26/05 at 10:33pm]
Well, my life has kind of been like this as of late.....

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Backseats come and go..for which you must allow. Sick down to my heart..that's just the way it goes. [Wednesday
10/26/05 at 8:03pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Last night was wonderful. I was so happy....for the most part.



Today started off REALLY bad.
However, it got better after I came home and talked to certain people.

;]

Buuut...now it is back to being blah.
My emotions are a bit like a roller-coaster.
Oh well.
Some people just suck.

At least I have my party to look forward too. :]
Oooh yes.
Then there is the play this weekend as well.
Woot.

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Don't rake up my mistakes. I know exactly what they are. [Wednesday
10/26/05 at 7:36pm]

Why Don't You Find Out For Yourself- The Killers

The sanest days are mad
Why don't you find out for yourself?
Then you'll see the price
Very closely

Some men here,
They have a special interest in your career
They wanna help you to grow
And then siphon all your dough
Why don't you find out for yourself?
Then you'll see the glass hidden in the grass
You'll never believe me so
Why don't you find out for yourself?
Sick down to my heart
Well that's just the way it goes

Some men here,
They know the full extent of your distress
They kneel and pray
And they say:
"Long may it last"
Why don't you find out for yourself?
Then you'll see the glass hidden in the grass
Backseats come and go
For which you must allow
Sick down to my heart
That's just the way it goes

Don't rake up my mistakes
I know exactly what they are
And what do you do?
Well, you just sit there
I've been stabbed in the back
So many, many times
I don't have any skin
But that's just the way it goes
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[Tuesday
10/25/05 at 8:40pm]
[ mood | calm ]

ADAM LEE BOGGS :]
I found myself listening to What's Your Fantasy and it reminded me of you. lol
And.. the santa houses. haha

I miss talking to you, mah g4y man. :[
When you are finished with the play we must go do something.
I loves youuuu!

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How many blondes does it take to open a bag of Popables???? [Monday
10/24/05 at 4:15pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Okay.
So.. Ariana and I went to see Corpse Bride on Saturday night.
While we were there we purchased a bag of Popables.
Yes...chocolate is LOVELY. :P

So.. I was all happy. I love chocolate far too much I suppose.
But.. when I tried to open the bag I couldn't. I felt so pathetic.
Then Ariana attempts to open this damned bag. Yet again.. unsuccessful.
I try again. Ariana does as well. I didn't really think I would be getting to eat mah chocolate any time soon. Annnd it was becoming quite ridiculous that we couldnt simply open a bag. I swear..we spent TEN minutes trying to get this stupid bag open! Then..suddenly..I glance at the top of the bag. Hmm..what's this? It was a slit where you are supposed to open it at. Ugh. I'm SUCH a blonde. And, you are too, Soulmate :P

THE ENEMY:
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[Sunday
10/23/05 at 12:45pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

This Is How It Goes- Billy Talent



Everybody is tired and poor and sick of trying
If you see me on the corner
Will you stop or will you splash me
Take a look at what we've become
Nothing more than silhouettes of
A pretty family on a postcard
Picture perfect, I don't want it

So I hold my breath 'til my heart explodes
Cause this is how it is and this is how it goes
You can steal my body but you can't steal my soul
Cause this is how it is and this is how it goes

Shitty weather, bad timing
Lucky penny glued to the ground
Dirty look from total stranger
Hope you get lost and you're not found
Take a look at what we've become
Nothing more than silhouettes of
A pretty family on a postcard
Picture perfect, I don't want it

So I hold my breath 'til my heart explodes
Cause this is how it is and this is how it goes
You can steal my body but you can't steal my soul
Cause this is how it is and this is how it...

This is, how it, it goes
This is, how it, it goes
This is, how it, it goes
This is, how it, it goes

So unscrew my head
And rinse it out
Polish my thoughts
Turn into doubts
Unscrew my head
And rinse it out
Polish my thoughts
Turn into doubts
Turn 'em into, turn 'em into doubts

So I hold my breath 'til my heart explodes
Cause this is how it is and this is how it goes
You can steal my body but you can't steal my soul
Cause this is how it is and this is how it goes

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I've grown tired of love. You are the trouble with me. I watch you walk by. You do not notice me. [Saturday
10/22/05 at 10:47pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Well.. Corpse Bride was lovely.
Watching that movie proved to me just how emotional I can be at times.
I..almost cried quite a few times during the movie. :|


I camwhored a bit today. Yayness..or..something.

My head's a carousel of pictures.Collapse )

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[Saturday
10/22/05 at 1:41pm]
[ mood | content ]

I woke up in quite a pleasant mood.

Yay for happiness. :]

♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥


I've fallen very much in love with Invisible Monsters

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[Friday
10/21/05 at 10:51pm]
[mood| Image hosted by TinyPic.com Giddy/Hopeful]

Yes, today was great. It could have been better though. :P
I ventured to the mall with mah soulmate. :] I was really hoping that maybe a certain someone [Tim] would be there. I always hope to see him. :] Well...I'm sure I could continue my entry simply talking about this boy. Ugh.

Damn romantic feelings.

Hmmm...
Tomorrow I am going to Corbin with Soulmate. Woot!! :]
I love my soulmate.


Gyah! Some people are changing so much. It really upsets me. But...what can I do? Most of the people that attend MHS just SUCK. :P
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